At first I believed to be the most powerful woman you do not need love or men to survive and that u only need determination and knowledge… However as I grew slowly i notice that it is impossible to fight against love…. I wanted power more than anyone else but this teenage boy made me feel like a weak girl with his great looks and personality.. he swept me away…
When I embrace him he make me feel so confuse and loss as he touches me gently…. I lost myself to a naive boy who had the power to control me.. I hate love.. But at the same time I love love it makes me feel tht I’m not empty anymore…
The more you fight against love the more weak you are… So don’t fight with love or it’ll sweep you away
Love is a game
Even though i was hurt b4,
i got up and moved on….
After the months of loss i regained my confidence and i tried to find another “love” so i could love again…. It tooks several months to accomplish that but i found someone.. he is special because he was always there for me… i would go to him to cry, to get advice, and to laugh with him… those were my happiest days, until the day i went to find him to ask him for more advice well it was mainly to see him smile and to see HIM… when i found him.. i turned away and ran so i wouldn’t be notice.. tears slowly dropped from my eyes… He was with a woman.. she was beautiful… i couldn’t compete…. i left immediately <went home>
Loving again takes a lot of my courage…
thanks love i have to restart from scratch… Next time i should confirm if he has a girlfriend or not, well i expected him to have one because he was my teacher anyways….
Name Jennifer Hom Blog
Location San Francisco
First post 2008
Jennifer Hom began life as a Chinese American girl in suburban Long Island, New York. As a minority with few friends, she found happiness in drawing fairies, unicorns, magical flying unicorns, princesses, and flowers. With the help of a terribly optimistic mother, she used her countless drawings of magical beings to enroll at the Rhode Island School of Design. Now graduated with a BFA in illustration and a sweet gig at Google, she managed to find a home with climate control. She is still Chinese American, but wants to be a Broadway star.
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I love you, I hate you, 2012.
I’m in love with someone, but he likes my best friend..
I started talking to him a few months ago and we became really close < like bffs>
but then my friends started asking me things like ” do you like him?” or ” I know you and him are together, don’t lie..”
and after that chat i started realizing my feelings for him and that was.. i truly do love him… When i looked at him he makes my heartbeat… he makes me laugh… He makes me smile.. I realized i love him so much….
But love choses sides…
A few days ago at lunch i asked him if he liked anyone… he ignored me :( ….
I looked at what he was staring so intensely.. it was my best friend… i looked back at him he was blushing and smiling it was a cute gentle smile.. he looked at me and said “What did you say sorry i wasn’t paying attention..”
I asked, ” You like her don’t you?”
He replies, ” Yah your right..”
and the bell rings…
at the end of the day i realize i can no longer love this guy.. i can never bring him home to play games cuz he loves my lil’ sister…
My hearts hurts.. tears are dropping…
i guess love is a game that you’ll never win unless you have the right moment
(Source: secretstarry18_love hurts)